HE IS ONE OF THEM

I don’t know why he chose me. But as long as he is here, I don’t need to know. He is honestly the guy you don’t see coming at first. He is the only guy you find yourself wanting to try for. You will find yourself remaining soft for him no matter how hard life…

10 THINGS I WISH I KNEW SOONER

1. People will always tell you that you’re either too much or not enough. Too much in what you do or not enough in who you are. Sometimes, they will be wrong. Sometimes, they will be right. Never mind that. You are worth loving, anyway. 2. I know you like to help people, I know….

Isn’t the whole point of love, sticking with someone even when times get tough? But somethings aren’t meant to work out, no matter how badly we want them to. It was unfair. He asked me what he should do, I replied with saying he should probably leave. “If that’s what you want” he said to…

TELL THEM

Piece of advice: love what you have before life teaches you to love what you’ve lost People say that if you love someone, you should tell them. Even if you’re scared, even if you think it’ll burn your life to the ground, tell them. Tell them that your bed feels lonely without them. Tell them…

YOU’RE IT FOR ME

You’re it for me. When something happens in my life, the first thing that I want to do is pick up the phone and tell you. It doesn’t even matter what that thing is. I will never be able to repay you for the countless hours you have spent listening to me complain and vent,…

ALL OVER AGAIN

Has that ever happened to you?
 Have you ever let someone hurt you because you were afraid they would leave you? One day he loved me and the next he didn’t. Strange isn’t it? How fast someone’s feelings can change and then there’s nothing you can do but accept it. You have to sit and…

AUTUMN

He is Autumn. He isn’t like the other boys, he’s incredibly different from everyone you’ll ever know. He does this thing where he’ll tuck your hair behind your ear while looking straight into your eyes and I swear it’s like you can almost feel him touching your soul. And his hands feel so warm against…

A CONVERSATION I IMAGINED #5

“Why’d you do it?” She said in a small, timid voice almost as if she was afraid of his response.“I don’t know,” he shrugged, “I don’t know why I do anything anymore,” “Right,” she sneered, “I handed my heart to you and it was torn to pieces and you can’t even give me a stupid…

A CONVERSATION I IMAGINED #4

“Why did you leave her?” She asked as he twirled his finger around her hair.  “What?” He replied,  “You know, your first love. Why did you leave it?”  His fingers slowly stopped twirling around the lose curl and he paused. 
“I don’t know, I just kind of.. Left. You see, we lived in different countries…

A CONVERSATION I IMAGINED #3

“I hate you,” she said venomously.  He laughed. “No you don’t.”  “I do. I think I really do. I don’t mean I hate the way you laugh a bit too loud or hate the way your handwriting changes everyday. I don’t mean I hate how you only wear black or hate how your voice changes…

SOMETIMES, YOU DID TOO

I pretend that it was never good, when people ask why we ended I tell them we were just young and I was blind, that we fought more than we loved and that the entire relationship was an exhausting experience that I’m glad to be out of. But the truth is I’ve never seen another…

BEAUTIFUL TRAGEDY

Sometimes you’ll love someone so much that it doesn’t matter what happens or how they treat you… You’re going to stay and you’re going to be so goddamn in love with them that you’ll convince yourself that their toxicity is healthy for you and you’ll make them the centre of your universe. You’ll swear to…